Friendship and Love does not go hand in hand (Part 3)

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Friendship and Love does not go hand in hand (Part 2)

 I thought everything was over. I have lost Neha forever forever. Though my mind was always saying 'Neha still loves you.'But still, I decided to forget Neha and all the good moments I have spent with her. For the next two days, I completely ignored her. But this was just for two days. I realised that I love her too much.
 I can't forget her , neither can I ignore her.
During that time I decided to write a story about my love. One day I had a chat with Neha in Facebook. 
Me: I am writing a story
Neha: About what?
Me: About you and me,the short love story that we had.
Neha: Your story could have had a happy ending.

 ( I was trying to understand what she was exactly trying to say. Afterall,girls are hard to understand.)
Neha: Kaaash.. that Monday would have never come.

 ( Monday was the day when everything came to an end.The day of our meeting.It was Monday and the Dooms Day.Now I understood.)
Me: Neha, I am telling you something,please don't mind.You still love me Neha.....I am still in your heart.
Silence.......

After a five minutes pause..
Neha: I admit it.
(I never thought that Neha would admit so easily.She always had a habit of arguing.Then as if she broke down.)
Neha: I still love Sid, I cannot forget you. After that Monday, I cried a lot and in fact still now I am crying. I took the decision to accept Arjun because I didn't want you to get separated from your friends. I stay with Arjun , but my eyes are always searching for you.

 (She had said all she had to say....Now it was my turn)
 Me: I still love you. When you decided to accept Arjun, for the first time ever I had cried for a girl. I couldn't stop myself from crying.

 Neha: But now it's too late, Siddharth.

 Me: Arjun is a good boy, you will learn to love him.

 Neha: I can't forget you Sid. I don't think that I can love Arjun, but I'll keep him happy. He loves me a lot and perhaps he understands that I don't love him. He never complains anything, he is too good. I always wanted to come to you, but you always .......... Leave it Siddharth. You won't understand.
Me: Neha, I realized that I can't live without you. I know I am late,  but it's never too late. Moreover, it is always better to be late, than be never. I know Arjun will keep you happy. There is no need to discuss this matter anymore.
Neha: Hmmm
Me: Hmmm
Neha: Got to go now, talk to you later.Good night, Take care
Me: Hmm... Good night, Sweet Dreams

Neha is offline.. ..

.This conversation really touched my heart.'Why the hell does it happen with me ?'
I love Neha a lot and can't live without her. (This thought continuously came to my mind)
Suddenly my thought broke.. .

 'What am I thinking ? I'll have to forget Neha. She belongs to somebody else.', I said to myself.
 But still I couldn't stop myself from thinking about her. How could I? I really love her.

 To forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you have never known.