The TRUE Meaning of TRUE Love

This gonna make you cry.....

‎boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?

girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.

boy- oh realy? y?

......

girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.

boy- oh

girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?

boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes

girl- ok good

boy- yeah

girl- hey i have a question......

boy- ok, ask away

girl-........how much do u love me?

boy- u kno i love u more than anything

girl- yeah.....

boy- y did u ask?

girl-................>silence< ..........

boy- is something wrong?

girl- no nothing at all

boy- good.

girl- ..............how much do u care about me?

boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.

girl- u would?

boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??

girl- no, everythings fine......

boy- are u sure?

girl- yeah.

boy- ok.......i hope so.

girl- ..............would u die for me?

boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun

girl- realy?

boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???

girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.

boy- ............ok

girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.

boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.

girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:

boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?

friend- no

boy- oh.

friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.

boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.

friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes

boy- yeah........but not her.

friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.

boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.

friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.

THAT NIGHT:

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girl- hello?

boy- hey

girl- oh, hi.

boy- y weren't u at school 2day?

girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.

boy- are u sick?

girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.

boy- ill wait.

girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.

boy-........alright, i love u hun.

very long pause<

girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.

boy- what???

girl- its the best thing for us right now.

boy- y????

girl- i love u.

click<

THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.

boy- hey dude

friend- hey

boy- whats up

friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?

boy- no

friend- so u didnt hear?

boy- hear what?

friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......

boy- dude, wtf tell me

friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468

boy- ok............

BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL

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voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.

boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.

voice- what is her name, sir?

(boy gives info)

voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.

boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she???

voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.

boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!

voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.

boy- WAIT! NO!

*dial tone*

BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.

boy- omg are u ok??

girl- ..................

boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!

girl- i..........

boy- u what?? U WHAT???

girl- i have cancer and im on life support

boy- .....................>breaks into tears< ......................

girl- they're taking me off 2night

boy- y??

girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt

boy- y didnt u tell me????

girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.

boy- u could never hurt me

girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.

boy- ?

girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.

boy- ...........

girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u

boy- then y'd u break up w/me?

nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.

BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.

but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.

NEXT DAY

the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...

THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me..!!'

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Friendship and Love does not go hand in hand (Part 3)

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Friendship and Love does not go hand in hand (Part 2)

 I thought everything was over. I have lost Neha forever forever. Though my mind was always saying 'Neha still loves you.'But still, I decided to forget Neha and all the good moments I have spent with her. For the next two days, I completely ignored her. But this was just for two days. I realised that I love her too much.
 I can't forget her , neither can I ignore her.
During that time I decided to write a story about my love. One day I had a chat with Neha in Facebook. 
Me: I am writing a story
Neha: About what?
Me: About you and me,the short love story that we had.
Neha: Your story could have had a happy ending.

 ( I was trying to understand what she was exactly trying to say. Afterall,girls are hard to understand.)
Neha: Kaaash.. that Monday would have never come.

 ( Monday was the day when everything came to an end.The day of our meeting.It was Monday and the Dooms Day.Now I understood.)
Me: Neha, I am telling you something,please don't mind.You still love me Neha.....I am still in your heart.
Silence.......

After a five minutes pause..
Neha: I admit it.
(I never thought that Neha would admit so easily.She always had a habit of arguing.Then as if she broke down.)
Neha: I still love Sid, I cannot forget you. After that Monday, I cried a lot and in fact still now I am crying. I took the decision to accept Arjun because I didn't want you to get separated from your friends. I stay with Arjun , but my eyes are always searching for you.

 (She had said all she had to say....Now it was my turn)
 Me: I still love you. When you decided to accept Arjun, for the first time ever I had cried for a girl. I couldn't stop myself from crying.

 Neha: But now it's too late, Siddharth.

 Me: Arjun is a good boy, you will learn to love him.

 Neha: I can't forget you Sid. I don't think that I can love Arjun, but I'll keep him happy. He loves me a lot and perhaps he understands that I don't love him. He never complains anything, he is too good. I always wanted to come to you, but you always .......... Leave it Siddharth. You won't understand.
Me: Neha, I realized that I can't live without you. I know I am late,  but it's never too late. Moreover, it is always better to be late, than be never. I know Arjun will keep you happy. There is no need to discuss this matter anymore.
Neha: Hmmm
Me: Hmmm
Neha: Got to go now, talk to you later.Good night, Take care
Me: Hmm... Good night, Sweet Dreams

Neha is offline.. ..

.This conversation really touched my heart.'Why the hell does it happen with me ?'
I love Neha a lot and can't live without her. (This thought continuously came to my mind)
Suddenly my thought broke.. .

 'What am I thinking ? I'll have to forget Neha. She belongs to somebody else.', I said to myself.
 But still I couldn't stop myself from thinking about her. How could I? I really love her.

 To forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you have never known.

Friendship and Love does not go hand in hand (Part 2)

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Friendship and Love does not go hand in hand (Part 1) ...

The next day we met.Nishan and Kunal accompanied us.Aryush didn't come.
"Both of you first talk alone for some time,we will not interfere", I said
pointing at Neha and Rohan.Both of them went a few distance away and started
talking.We could well understand that the conversation was not going well.
"What do you think Siddharth ?"Kunal asked me.
"About what?"I asked
"About Rohan and Neha.Will they patch up?"Kunal said.
"It doesn't seem so,but I want them to patch up.It will be the best solution"I
said
"Then what about you?"Kunal said looking at me.
"There are so many girls.I will get another"I replied back.
Kunal smiled.
Suddenly Neha called Rakhi and she joined in the conversation.Nishan followed
Rakhi slowly like her shadow.Soon the conversation became public from private.We could now very well hear them.
"You told me so many lies Rohan,how can I trust you?"Neha accused Rohan.
"Yes,I have told lies,but my love is not a lie",Rohan replied.
"A relation can't stand on lies,u have been telling me lies from begining to
end",Neha said.
"So do you want to say that even my love was a lie?"Rohan replied.
"May be",was Neha's quick reply
"Get lost.You have destroyed my life",Rohan was shouting as he was going
away.Rohan went away.
Everybody was quiet.Neha looked at me.Her eyes were expecting something from
me.But now the worst part came.I had to take a decision.Rakhi started crying.
I asked Kunal,"Why is she crying?"pointing at Rakhi.
"She is crying for Rohan,Rohan blames her for the break-up,Rakhi wants to see
Rohan happy"
"Oh!I see"was my reply.
We all started walking.Neha came close to me.
"Do you love me Sid?"she asked me.I was not wanting this at this moment.
"Neha,actually......"I started saying.
"Just say yes or no"She stopped.
I was not looking into her eyes as it will make me weak.
"I can't hurt Rohan,that means I will have to hurt Neha.....Fuck!!!!!I will haveto choose between love and friendship"I was telling to myself.
"Answer me Sid",Neha said.
"I need some time"I said.
"No.......you will have to answer now."Neha replied back.
"Don't look into her eyes.You know you love her,but you will have to do it",my
mind said to me.
"Neha I love you,but I can't get into a relation with you."I said finally.
She ran away.I could see tears in her eyes.I wanted to stop her.But I didn't
stop her.Later heard,that day Neha cried a lot.Days went by and everything were
back to normal.Rohan even apologised for his rude behaviour to Neha and realised
that he was guilty for the break-up between him and Neha.
Meanwhile two more boys proposed Neha.I kept on thinking that Neha loves me and
probably she would tell 'no' to both of them.Then one day I and Neha had A long
converstion.We were chatting in Facebook.
"Sid I have taken a decision",Neha said.
"What is it?"I asked.
"I will go for Arjun",She replied.
A little pause... .. .

"Ok good...."was my reply.
"I think everybody will be happy with this decision.All of your friends will
also be happy"she said.
"Will you be happy?"I asked.
"Arjun will keep me happy"She said.
"Ok good night....take care"I said.
"Bye...good night Sid"was her last reply...
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Friendship and Love does not go hand in hand (Part 1)

"Wow!What are you saying...."cried Aryush in astonishment.
"Yes I have fallen in love with Neha"I said softly bending my head.
"Who else knows about it?"Aryush asked me.
"No one,you are the first to know"I answered.
"Please donot say it to anyone,if this comes out there will be many problems"I 
continued.
"Hmmm...I can understand"Aryush said.
"But Siddharth,I think you should say this to both Neha and Rohan"Aryush said after 
a small pause.
Rohan was Neha's boyfriend and also a very good friend of mine.
"Fuck!!!!!!Are u crazy?Everything will be finished,our friend circle will be 
destroyed"I shouted at Aryush.
"Ok Siddharth .If its not hurting you and disturbing you much,lets keep it a 
secret"Aryush said putting his had on my shoulder.I smiled back at him.We were 
returning home from a tution.Aryush's house came.
"Bye Siddharth,donot think about it too much"Aryush said me.
"Ya ok"I replied.
Few days passed,but I was not able to forget Neha.But couldnot help myself and 
didn't even have much option.Then one night I decided to tell her and even did 
it.I wrote a text message on my phone and forwarded it to Neha.The message 
contained all the words that were in my mind about her.My heart started beating 
faster.Next day I woke up early.Neha gave a reply to my message.
The message read,"I didn't feel at all bad seeing that message,we can talk when 
we meet".
A few more text messages were exchanged between me and Neha.After the short 
conversation I felt like there was a chance for our relationship to happen.I was 
happy,but at the same time I wsa sad as this will force me to choose between 
friendship and love.
Here I should mention something.Ome year ago Neha proposed me.But at that time I 
didnot even cared about her..But now,it was different.
Next day I went to Aryush's house and told him about the conversation.
"Fuck!!!didn't want this to happen",I said.
"But Siddharth,this was sure to happen",Aryush replied back.
"Now I will have to choose between love and friendship,I hate this",I said
"But you will have to do it"Aryush mocked.
Meanwhile Nishan came to Aryush's house.Aryush gave me a look to me which meant 
"lets tell him about the matter".I gave back a "don't want to"look.......
Sarcastically speaking,Aryush was very good at keeping words in his stomach.
Aryush said to Nishan,"I will tell you something after hearing which you will be 
shocked"
Aryush was saying the same line again and again but telling nothing more.Now 
Nishan became impatient.
"Peep......Peep........Peep.....Peep...."Nishan went on abusing Aryush.Nishan 
used the F-word over a thousand times and even some new slangs that I have never 
heard before.

"Siddharth fell in love with Neha,and even told her about it"was Aryus's quick 
reply after hearing nearabout thousand slangs.Aryush wsa eagerly waiting for 
some expressions on Nishan's face,but he forgot that Nishan was an 
expressionless boy.
"Hmmmm.......ok"was Nishan's reply.The expressionless face of Nishan did brought 
some expression on Aryush's face.
Now,on the other hand Rohan and Neha's relation was not going well and was on 
the verge of break-up.
"Sid are you free?I want to talk to you."Neha's text message read.
"Yes tell...."I replied back.
Its always hard to say 'no' to a girl.Suddenly my phone started ringing.It was 
around midnight.I picked up the phone and we talked for about an hour.She told 
that she will break up with Rohan and we decided that if everything goes well,we 
willl get into a relationship.But all was not well.Within few days Rohan came to 
know about it along with Rakhi.Rakhi was Rohan's ex-girlfriend.Nishan loves 
Rakhi(we all suspected,but Nishan always denied).But Rakhi still loved Rohan.
Soon,the small problems piled up together to make it a big one.The problems 
mainly included me,Rakhi,Rohan and Neha.
"Lets all meet together and get to a final decision",Rohan suggested and we 
agreed.

Can love happen for the 2nd time ??

Guys i dont know whether love can happen for 2nd time or not.But my friends tell me that yes love can happen fr 2nd and even for 3rd,4th and 5th times.But in most of the films they tell,"pehla pyaar hi sacha pyaar hota hai",dont know really.I have even noticed a common behaviour in many people.Whenever they fall in love for 2nd time,they say"the 1st one was just infatuation" and if they fall in love for 3rd time,they say"the first two were infatuations" and the series thus continues.This is really strange.I have even seen some of my very close friends falling in love for 2nd times.
 I had fallen in love for 1st time.She rejected me.But now what is it that is happening to me.Some strange feelings.Am i falling in love again??????No come on!!!this is impossible.After getting rejected for the first time i vowed not to fall in love.I cant fall in love again.It is often said that 'jealousy does work' and 'you understand the true value of a person in your life when they are moving away from you'.Frankly,i think that this fucking quotes are exactly working for me.I am really understanding her value in my life when today i know that she now belongs to someone else.
Friends right now i am trying to make my mind understand that this cant be true.But i dont think that any person is capable of  making his mind understand.Day after day she is becoming more and more beautiful to me and in the past i made fun of  her beauty.Once i went out with her and she was looking very beautiful.She asked me "how am i looking".I couldnot say much as i could never express her beauty with words.But i think from my expressions she understood that i meant"u are looking beautiful".
Guys dont want to talk much,for now only this much is enough and then if anything special happens,i will surely let you guys know.And its a request to all those who read this that if you have any suggestions please suggest me.......