Sunday, December 26, 2010

Can love happen for the 2nd time ??

Guys i dont know whether love can happen for 2nd time or not.But my friends tell me that yes love can happen fr 2nd and even for 3rd,4th and 5th times.But in most of the films they tell,"pehla pyaar hi sacha pyaar hota hai",dont know really.I have even noticed a common behaviour in many people.Whenever they fall in love for 2nd time,they say"the 1st one was just infatuation" and if they fall in love for 3rd time,they say"the first two were infatuations" and the series thus continues.This is really strange.I have even seen some of my very close friends falling in love for 2nd times.
 I had fallen in love for 1st time.She rejected me.But now what is it that is happening to me.Some strange feelings.Am i falling in love again??????No come on!!!this is impossible.After getting rejected for the first time i vowed not to fall in love.I cant fall in love again.It is often said that 'jealousy does work' and 'you understand the true value of a person in your life when they are moving away from you'.Frankly,i think that this fucking quotes are exactly working for me.I am really understanding her value in my life when today i know that she now belongs to someone else.
Friends right now i am trying to make my mind understand that this cant be true.But i dont think that any person is capable of  making his mind understand.Day after day she is becoming more and more beautiful to me and in the past i made fun of  her beauty.Once i went out with her and she was looking very beautiful.She asked me "how am i looking".I couldnot say much as i could never express her beauty with words.But i think from my expressions she understood that i meant"u are looking beautiful".
Guys dont want to talk much,for now only this much is enough and then if anything special happens,i will surely let you guys know.And its a request to all those who read this that if you have any suggestions please suggest me.......